A POET’S POINTERS ON PUBLIC READING

A Poet’s Pointers On Public Reading

By Jorge Antonio Vallejos

In my last post, Preparing For A Poetry Reading, I wrote about my process of preparing for a public reading.  That day I was reading at a conference called From Poverty to Power put on my the Colour of Poverty Campaign.

My reading went well.  (The video goes up on Friday, the post after this!)

I used the techniques I wrote about on Monday after writing them down for you.

Now to what happens(ed) before and during the actual reading.  Here are my humble tips:

Introduce Yourself 

Most times the group or organization you are reading for will have asked you for a bio in advance and will have read it to the audience before you get on stage.  Sometimes things get messed up and they will have lost your bio or have forgotten to print it up for the event.  In any case, introduce yourself.  If your bio has already been read make it short.  If not, give your whole bio.  Regardless, it’s nice for the crowd to hear who you are from you, the person they are there to see.

Thank the Organizers and the Audience

It’s an honour to be asked to read somewhere.  Not all poets get such an opportunity.  Let the organization know that you are thankful.  And show the crowd appreciation for being present and for giving you their time.

Thank Your Co Presenters

At the Colour of Poverty conference I shared the stage with Indigenous Elder Ed Sackaney, Poet Laureate of Toronto George Elliott Clarke, and poet Amani.  I thanked Elder Sackaney for his opening of the event and George Elliott Clarke (a poet of colour) for breaking down doors for a young poet of colour like me in this white dominated writing world.  I also thanked George Elliott Clarke because his performance was amazing and a hard act to follow; I wanted to acknowledge why he is Toronto’s Poet Laureate.

If Necessary, Give A Trigger Warning

If you write the types of poems that I write you need to give a trigger warning.  A lot of my poems deal with colonialism and its current effects: racism, violence, incarceration…

Words are powerful, they can build people up and tear people down.  The last thing I want to do at a reading is trigger someone who is a survivor of the many different forms of violence and abuses in our society.

Before I read I let the audience know what I will be reading, why, and who it is about.  Sometimes I start out with, “I have to give you a trigger warning…”  That’s how I started out my reading in March 2013, Spreading The Roots and Reach of the Living Tree., at the SPINLAW Conference at Osgoode Law School.

After reading my poem White Van at an event 4 years ago two different women thanked me for giving a trigger warning.  I thanked them for their words and for listening.

Acknowledge Your Privilege and Position

Using again the example of the poem  White Vana poem about violence against female sex workers, I let the audience know that I was writing about a difficult topic that was not my lived experience.  Not being a woman, a sex worker, or a survivor of sexual violence, I wanted to acknowledge this out of respect for sex workers and survivors of sexual violence.  It’s about respect.  Respecting peoples and their lived experiences.

Project Your Voice

Not all venues have a great sound system.  Sometimes you don’t have a mic.  And you are on stage to be heard.  So, project your voice.  Put some stomach into your reading.  Use your diaphragm to get your voice out.  Read about using your diaphragm, google it, youtube it!  Take some classes if possible.  Do it!

Make Eye Contact     

Have you ever been to a lecture, talk, or reading where the presenter is reading off the page for the whole time?  You get bored and zone out!  University professors who do this get the worst ratings!  You have to connect with your audience.  The best way to do this is to make eye contact.

The traditional thought on public speaking is to focus on one point at the back of the room or one person in the crowd.

Fuck that!

Periodically move your heard around and look at different people.  Look into someones eyes as you speak.  Show the crowd that you are there for them.  Connect.  Eye to eye. Person to person.

Watch my latest reading where I say the same line, We live in a culture of rape, throughout the reading.  Every time I say the line I look at someone.  After the reading a 60 year old professor came up to me to thank me for the work I do and said, “I’ve been to many conferences over the years and this is the first time I have cried.”  My reading brought out emotion but it was not only my words it was my connection with the crowd that brought that out.

I hope my humble tips are of use to you!

Try them, keep what you like and throw out what you don’t like.

If you have your own system of techniques please share them.

Peace, prayers, poetry!

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PREPARING FOR A POETRY READING

Preparing For A Poetry Reading

By Jorge Antonio Vallejos

I’m reading tonight at a conference put on by a local organization called Colour of Poverty.  The conference, From Poverty To Power, has been on for the last three days.  The organizers wanted to include arts that reflected the topic so two fellow poets and I will be on stage tonight.

Who better than poets to know about poverty!

This is my third reading this year.  I read my fist commissioned poem, Spreading The Roots and Reach of the Living Tree, at a law conference in March; I read an essay, On Reading Chrystos: Her Words Are Not Vanishing, about challenging rape culture via poetry at a literature conference in early April; and tonight I’m reading poems about poverty.

I have a pre-reading ritual before every reading that might help some of you writers who read in public.  We all do things differently.  This is my humble advice.

Choose Poems That Fit The Event

Although a lot of my work is about fighting oppression I’m a fight fan who writes about boxing and MMA once in a while.  I wouldn’t show up to a rally about stopping violence against women and spew off poems about my favorite pugilists.  Know what I mean?

Choose Poems That Fit The Time Limit You Have Been Given

Time is precious.  It’s the one thing we can’t buy.  When it’s gone it’s gone!  When asked to do a reading you are usually given a time limit.  Respect it!  Respecting a time limit is respecting the organizers who asked you to read, the audience who is giving you their attention, and your fellow presenters.  Make sure the poems you choose fit the allotted time you have been given.  It might be a good idea to choose poems that have you finish early.

Send Poems On Video To The Organizers

When I was commissioned to write a poem early this year I sent the organizers three videos of my previous readings. I did this so that they could get an idea of my writing and reading style, and for them to direct me toward what type of poem they wanted me to write for them.  This is only possible if you have videos of you reading.  I totally recommend you tape yourself reading at events for memories and so that people can see what you are about.

Use The Mirror Technique

The mirror technique takes many forms.   People use it for various reasons: affirmations, self love, meditation, spirituality…

I know a survivor of the Residential School System, a Canadian-colonial government and church plan to “kill the Indian and save the child”, who uses the mirror technique every morning.  He stands in front of his mirror and says loving and affirming things to himself to combat the lies forced on him while imprisoned in residential school as a 4 year old after being stolen from his family.

The way I use the mirror technique for readings is to read in front of the mirror.  I check my posture, grip, stance, and appearance.  I also walk around my room while reciting my poem or essay.  But usually, unless I’m giving talk or running a workshop, I stand in one place which is why the mirror technique is a good one.  It helps you get used to yourself and it gives you confidence.

Read Poems Out Loud Over And Over To Yourself And To A Friend

Before I leave my apartment tonight I will have read and re-read my poems out loud several times.  It helps to identify spots in your work that need certain intonations, breaks, silence, and points of eye contact with your audience.  You want your reading to go smooth.  A smooth reading is easy on the ear and it makes you look good.

Before I read my essay at the ACLA conference two weeks ago I read it aloud to two friends.  They timed me and took notes on the reading for feedback.  Their help was crucial.  They identified spots that needed re-working and emphasis.  Reading to them helped my reading the next day go smooth.

I hope this helps!

Try them out and let me know what happens.

If you have your own techniques share them!

Peace, prayers, poetry.

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TAKING A READING WEEK

Dear Readers,

I’m taking the week off to read books for future reviews here on blackcoffeepoet.com.

And I’m catching up on reading.  I have tons of magazines in my room that need to be read and later spread amongst other readers and writers I know.

In the meantime, read past reviews, interviews, and personal writings on blackcoffeepoet.com.

And  don’t forget to view, and subscribe to, the Black Coffee Poet YOUTUBE Channel!

Thanks for your support and understanding.

Peace, Positivity, Prayers,

Jorge Antonio Vallejos

Black Coffe Poet

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LETTER FROM A BIRMINGHAM CITY JAIL BY MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.

Here on blackcoffeepoet.com I publish letters.  Letters are personal, moving, and beautiful.  Martin Luther King Jr. wrote this letter 50 years ago (yesterday) and it is still relevant today.  Read, learn, act, write!

Martin Luther King Jr Letter from JailLetter From A Birmingham Jail

By Martin Luther King, Jr.

16 April 1963

My Dear Fellow Clergymen:

While confined here in the Birmingham city jail, I came across your recent statement calling my present activities “unwise and untimely.” Seldom do I pause to answer criticism of my work and ideas. If I sought to answer all the criticisms that cross my desk, my secretaries would have little time for anything other than such correspondence in the course of the day, and I would have no time for constructive work. But since I feel that you are men of genuine good will and that your criticisms are sincerely set forth, I want to try to answer your statement in what I hope will be patient and reasonable terms.

I think I should indicate why I am here in Birmingham, since you have been influenced by the view which argues against “outsiders coming in.” I have the honor of serving as president of the Southern Christian Leadership Conference, an organization operating in every southern state, with headquarters in Atlanta, Georgia. We have some eighty five affiliated organizations across the South, and one of them is the Alabama Christian Movement for Human Rights. Frequently we share staff, educational and financial resources with our affiliates. Several months ago the affiliate here in Birmingham asked us to be on call to engage in a nonviolent direct action program if such were deemed necessary. We readily consented, and when the hour came we lived up to our promise. So I, along with several members of my staff, am here because I was invited here. I am here because I have organizational ties here.

But more basically, I am in Birmingham because injustice is here. Just as the prophets of the eighth century B.C. left their villages and carried their “thus saith the Lord” far beyond the boundaries of their home towns, and just as the Apostle Paul left his village of Tarsus and carried the gospel of Jesus Christ to the far corners of the Greco Roman world, so am I compelled to carry the gospel of freedom beyond my own home town. Like Paul, I must constantly respond to the Macedonian call for aid.

Moreover, I am cognizant of the interrelatedness of all communities and states. I cannot sit idly by in Atlanta and not be concerned about what happens in Birmingham. Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly. Never again can we afford to live with the narrow, provincial “outside agitator” idea. Anyone who lives inside the United States can never be considered an outsider anywhere within its bounds.

You deplore the demonstrations taking place in Birmingham. But your statement, I am sorry to say, fails to express a similar concern for the conditions that brought about the demonstrations. I am sure that none of you would want to rest content with the superficial kind of social analysis that deals merely with effects and does not grapple with underlying causes. It is unfortunate that demonstrations are taking place in Birmingham, but it is even more unfortunate that the city’s white power structure left the Negro community with no alternative.

In any nonviolent campaign there are four basic steps: collection of the facts to determine whether injustices exist; negotiation; self purification; and direct action. We have gone through all these steps in Birmingham. There can be no gainsaying the fact that racial injustice engulfs this community. Birmingham is probably the most thoroughly segregated city in the United States. Its ugly record of brutality is widely known. Negroes have experienced grossly unjust treatment in the courts. There have been more unsolved bombings of Negro homes and churches in Birmingham than in any other city in the nation. These are the hard, brutal facts of the case. On the basis of these conditions, Negro leaders sought to negotiate with the city fathers. But the latter consistently refused to engage in good faith negotiation.

Then, last September, came the opportunity to talk with leaders of Birmingham’s economic community. In the course of the negotiations, certain promises were made by the merchants–for example, to remove the stores’ humiliating racial signs. On the basis of these promises, the Reverend Fred Shuttlesworth and the leaders of the Alabama Christian Movement for Human Rights agreed to a moratorium on all demonstrations. As the weeks and months went by, we realized that we were the victims of a broken promise. A few signs, briefly removed, returned; the others remained. As in so many past experiences, our hopes had been blasted, and the shadow of deep disappointment settled upon us. We had no alternative except to prepare for direct action, whereby we would present our very bodies as a means of laying our case before the conscience of the local and the national community. Mindful of the difficulties involved, we decided to undertake a process of self purification. We began a series of workshops on nonviolence, and we repeatedly asked ourselves: “Are you able to accept blows without retaliating?” “Are you able to endure the ordeal of jail?” We decided to schedule our direct action program for the Easter season, realizing that except for Christmas, this is the main shopping period of the year. Knowing that a strong economic-withdrawal program would be the by product of direct action, we felt that this would be the best time to bring pressure to bear on the merchants for the needed change.

Then it occurred to us that Birmingham’s mayoral election was coming up in March, and we speedily decided to postpone action until after election day. When we discovered that the Commissioner of Public Safety, Eugene “Bull” Connor, had piled up enough votes to be in the run off, we decided again to postpone action until the day after the run off so that the demonstrations could not be used to cloud the issues. Like many others, we waited to see Mr. Connor defeated, and to this end we endured postponement after postponement. Having aided in this community need, we felt that our direct action program could be delayed no longer.

You may well ask: “Why direct action? Why sit ins, marches and so forth? Isn’t negotiation a better path?” You are quite right in calling for negotiation. Indeed, this is the very purpose of direct action. Nonviolent direct action seeks to create such a crisis and foster such a tension that a community which has constantly refused to negotiate is forced to confront the issue. It seeks so to dramatize the issue that it can no longer be ignored. My citing the creation of tension as part of the work of the nonviolent resister may sound rather shocking. But I must confess that I am not afraid of the word “tension.” I have earnestly opposed violent tension, but there is a type of constructive, nonviolent tension which is necessary for growth. Just as Socrates felt that it was necessary to create a tension in the mind so that individuals could rise from the bondage of myths and half truths to the unfettered realm of creative analysis and objective appraisal, so must we see the need for nonviolent gadflies to create the kind of tension in society that will help men rise from the dark depths of prejudice and racism to the majestic heights of understanding and brotherhood. The purpose of our direct action program is to create a situation so crisis packed that it will inevitably open the door to negotiation. I therefore concur with you in your call for negotiation. Too long has our beloved Southland been bogged down in a tragic effort to live in monologue rather than dialogue.

One of the basic points in your statement is that the action that I and my associates have taken in Birmingham is untimely. Some have asked: “Why didn’t you give the new city administration time to act?” The only answer that I can give to this query is that the new Birmingham administration must be prodded about as much as the outgoing one, before it will act. We are sadly mistaken if we feel that the election of Albert Boutwell as mayor will bring the millennium to Birmingham. While Mr. Boutwell is a much more gentle person than Mr. Connor, they are both segregationists, dedicated to maintenance of the status quo. I have hope that Mr. Boutwell will be reasonable enough to see the futility of massive resistance to desegregation. But he will not see this without pressure from devotees of civil rights. My friends, I must say to you that we have not made a single gain in civil rights without determined legal and nonviolent pressure. Lamentably, it is an historical fact that privileged groups seldom give up their privileges voluntarily. Individuals may see the moral light and voluntarily give up their unjust posture; but, as Reinhold Niebuhr has reminded us, groups tend to be more immoral than individuals.

We know through painful experience that freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed. Frankly, I have yet to engage in a direct action campaign that was “well timed” in the view of those who have not suffered unduly from the disease of segregation. For years now I have heard the word “Wait!” It rings in the ear of every Negro with piercing familiarity. This “Wait” has almost always meant “Never.” We must come to see, with one of our distinguished jurists, that “justice too long delayed is justice denied.”

We have waited for more than 340 years for our constitutional and God given rights. The nations of Asia and Africa are moving with jetlike speed toward gaining political independence, but we still creep at horse and buggy pace toward gaining a cup of coffee at a lunch counter. Perhaps it is easy for those who have never felt the stinging darts of segregation to say, “Wait.” But when you have seen vicious mobs lynch your mothers and fathers at will and drown your sisters and brothers at whim; when you have seen hate filled policemen curse, kick and even kill your black brothers and sisters; when you see the vast majority of your twenty million Negro brothers smothering in an airtight cage of poverty in the midst of an affluent society; when you suddenly find your tongue twisted and your speech stammering as you seek to explain to your six year old daughter why she can’t go to the public amusement park that has just been advertised on television, and see tears welling up in her eyes when she is told that Funtown is closed to colored children, and see ominous clouds of inferiority beginning to form in her little mental sky, and see her beginning to distort her personality by developing an unconscious bitterness toward white people; when you have to concoct an answer for a five year old son who is asking: “Daddy, why do white people treat colored people so mean?”; when you take a cross county drive and find it necessary to sleep night after night in the uncomfortable corners of your automobile because no motel will accept you; when you are humiliated day in and day out by nagging signs reading “white” and “colored”; when your first name becomes “nigger,” your middle name becomes “boy” (however old you are) and your last name becomes “John,” and your wife and mother are never given the respected title “Mrs.”; when you are harried by day and haunted by night by the fact that you are a Negro, living constantly at tiptoe stance, never quite knowing what to expect next, and are plagued with inner fears and outer resentments; when you are forever fighting a degenerating sense of “nobodiness”–then you will understand why we find it difficult to wait. There comes a time when the cup of endurance runs over, and men are no longer willing to be plunged into the abyss of despair. I hope, sirs, you can understand our legitimate and unavoidable impatience. You express a great deal of anxiety over our willingness to break laws. This is certainly a legitimate concern. Since we so diligently urge people to obey the Supreme Court’s decision of 1954 outlawing segregation in the public schools, at first glance it may seem rather paradoxical for us consciously to break laws. One may well ask: “How can you advocate breaking some laws and obeying others?” The answer lies in the fact that there are two types of laws: just and unjust. I would be the first to advocate obeying just laws. One has not only a legal but a moral responsibility to obey just laws. Conversely, one has a moral responsibility to disobey unjust laws. I would agree with St. Augustine that “an unjust law is no law at all.”

Now, what is the difference between the two? How does one determine whether a law is just or unjust? A just law is a man made code that squares with the moral law or the law of God. An unjust law is a code that is out of harmony with the moral law. To put it in the terms of St. Thomas Aquinas: An unjust law is a human law that is not rooted in eternal law and natural law. Any law that uplifts human personality is just. Any law that degrades human personality is unjust. All segregation statutes are unjust because segregation distorts the soul and damages the personality. It gives the segregator a false sense of superiority and the segregated a false sense of inferiority. Segregation, to use the terminology of the Jewish philosopher Martin Buber, substitutes an “I it” relationship for an “I thou” relationship and ends up relegating persons to the status of things. Hence segregation is not only politically, economically and sociologically unsound, it is morally wrong and sinful. Paul Tillich has said that sin is separation. Is not segregation an existential expression of man’s tragic separation, his awful estrangement, his terrible sinfulness? Thus it is that I can urge men to obey the 1954 decision of the Supreme Court, for it is morally right; and I can urge them to disobey segregation ordinances, for they are morally wrong.

Let us consider a more concrete example of just and unjust laws. An unjust law is a code that a numerical or power majority group compels a minority group to obey but does not make binding on itself. This is difference made legal. By the same token, a just law is a code that a majority compels a minority to follow and that it is willing to follow itself. This is sameness made legal. Let me give another explanation. A law is unjust if it is inflicted on a minority that, as a result of being denied the right to vote, had no part in enacting or devising the law. Who can say that the legislature of Alabama which set up that state’s segregation laws was democratically elected? Throughout Alabama all sorts of devious methods are used to prevent Negroes from becoming registered voters, and there are some counties in which, even though Negroes constitute a majority of the population, not a single Negro is registered. Can any law enacted under such circumstances be considered democratically structured?

Sometimes a law is just on its face and unjust in its application. For instance, I have been arrested on a charge of parading without a permit. Now, there is nothing wrong in having an ordinance which requires a permit for a parade. But such an ordinance becomes unjust when it is used to maintain segregation and to deny citizens the First-Amendment privilege of peaceful assembly and protest.

I hope you are able to see the distinction I am trying to point out. In no sense do I advocate evading or defying the law, as would the rabid segregationist. That would lead to anarchy. One who breaks an unjust law must do so openly, lovingly, and with a willingness to accept the penalty. I submit that an individual who breaks a law that conscience tells him is unjust, and who willingly accepts the penalty of imprisonment in order to arouse the conscience of the community over its injustice, is in reality expressing the highest respect for law.

Of course, there is nothing new about this kind of civil disobedience. It was evidenced sublimely in the refusal of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego to obey the laws of Nebuchadnezzar, on the ground that a higher moral law was at stake. It was practiced superbly by the early Christians, who were willing to face hungry lions and the excruciating pain of chopping blocks rather than submit to certain unjust laws of the Roman Empire. To a degree, academic freedom is a reality today because Socrates practiced civil disobedience. In our own nation, the Boston Tea Party represented a massive act of civil disobedience.

We should never forget that everything Adolf Hitler did in Germany was “legal” and everything the Hungarian freedom fighters did in Hungary was “illegal.” It was “illegal” to aid and comfort a Jew in Hitler’s Germany. Even so, I am sure that, had I lived in Germany at the time, I would have aided and comforted my Jewish brothers. If today I lived in a Communist country where certain principles dear to the Christian faith are suppressed, I would openly advocate disobeying that country’s antireligious laws.

I must make two honest confessions to you, my Christian and Jewish brothers. First, I must confess that over the past few years I have been gravely disappointed with the white moderate. I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion that the Negro’s great stumbling block in his stride toward freedom is not the White Citizen’s Counciler or the Ku Klux Klanner, but the white moderate, who is more devoted to “order” than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says: “I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I cannot agree with your methods of direct action”; who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man’s freedom; who lives by a mythical concept of time and who constantly advises the Negro to wait for a “more convenient season.” Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will. Lukewarm acceptance is much more bewildering than outright rejection.

I had hoped that the white moderate would understand that law and order exist for the purpose of establishing justice and that when they fail in this purpose they become the dangerously structured dams that block the flow of social progress. I had hoped that the white moderate would understand that the present tension in the South is a necessary phase of the transition from an obnoxious negative peace, in which the Negro passively accepted his unjust plight, to a substantive and positive peace, in which all men will respect the dignity and worth of human personality. Actually, we who engage in nonviolent direct action are not the creators of tension. We merely bring to the surface the hidden tension that is already alive. We bring it out in the open, where it can be seen and dealt with. Like a boil that can never be cured so long as it is covered up but must be opened with all its ugliness to the natural medicines of air and light, injustice must be exposed, with all the tension its exposure creates, to the light of human conscience and the air of national opinion before it can be cured.

In your statement you assert that our actions, even though peaceful, must be condemned because they precipitate violence. But is this a logical assertion? Isn’t this like condemning a robbed man because his possession of money precipitated the evil act of robbery? Isn’t this like condemning Socrates because his unswerving commitment to truth and his philosophical inquiries precipitated the act by the misguided populace in which they made him drink hemlock? Isn’t this like condemning Jesus because his unique God consciousness and never ceasing devotion to God’s will precipitated the evil act of crucifixion? We must come to see that, as the federal courts have consistently affirmed, it is wrong to urge an individual to cease his efforts to gain his basic constitutional rights because the quest may precipitate violence. Society must protect the robbed and punish the robber. I had also hoped that the white moderate would reject the myth concerning time in relation to the struggle for freedom. I have just received a letter from a white brother in Texas. He writes: “All Christians know that the colored people will receive equal rights eventually, but it is possible that you are in too great a religious hurry. It has taken Christianity almost two thousand years to accomplish what it has. The teachings of Christ take time to come to earth.” Such an attitude stems from a tragic misconception of time, from the strangely irrational notion that there is something in the very flow of time that will inevitably cure all ills. Actually, time itself is neutral; it can be used either destructively or constructively. More and more I feel that the people of ill will have used time much more effectively than have the people of good will. We will have to repent in this generation not merely for the hateful words and actions of the bad people but for the appalling silence of the good people. Human progress never rolls in on wheels of inevitability; it comes through the tireless efforts of men willing to be co workers with God, and without this hard work, time itself becomes an ally of the forces of social stagnation. We must use time creatively, in the knowledge that the time is always ripe to do right. Now is the time to make real the promise of democracy and transform our pending national elegy into a creative psalm of brotherhood. Now is the time to lift our national policy from the quicksand of racial injustice to the solid rock of human dignity.

You speak of our activity in Birmingham as extreme. At first I was rather disappointed that fellow clergymen would see my nonviolent efforts as those of an extremist. I began thinking about the fact that I stand in the middle of two opposing forces in the Negro community. One is a force of complacency, made up in part of Negroes who, as a result of long years of oppression, are so drained of self respect and a sense of “somebodiness” that they have adjusted to segregation; and in part of a few middle-class Negroes who, because of a degree of academic and economic security and because in some ways they profit by segregation, have become insensitive to the problems of the masses. The other force is one of bitterness and hatred, and it comes perilously close to advocating violence. It is expressed in the various black nationalist groups that are springing up across the nation, the largest and best known being Elijah Muhammad’s Muslim movement. Nourished by the Negro’s frustration over the continued existence of racial discrimination, this movement is made up of people who have lost faith in America, who have absolutely repudiated Christianity, and who have concluded that the white man is an incorrigible “devil.”

I have tried to stand between these two forces, saying that we need emulate neither the “do nothingism” of the complacent nor the hatred and despair of the black nationalist. For there is the more excellent way of love and nonviolent protest. I am grateful to God that, through the influence of the Negro church, the way of nonviolence became an integral part of our struggle. If this philosophy had not emerged, by now many streets of the South would, I am convinced, be flowing with blood. And I am further convinced that if our white brothers dismiss as “rabble rousers” and “outside agitators” those of us who employ nonviolent direct action, and if they refuse to support our nonviolent efforts, millions of Negroes will, out of frustration and despair, seek solace and security in black nationalist ideologies–a development that would inevitably lead to a frightening racial nightmare.

Oppressed people cannot remain oppressed forever. The yearning for freedom eventually manifests itself, and that is what has happened to the American Negro. Something within has reminded him of his birthright of freedom, and something without has reminded him that it can be gained. Consciously or unconsciously, he has been caught up by the Zeitgeist, and with his black brothers of Africa and his brown and yellow brothers of Asia, South America and the Caribbean, the United States Negro is moving with a sense of great urgency toward the promised land of racial justice. If one recognizes this vital urge that has engulfed the Negro community, one should readily understand why public demonstrations are taking place. The Negro has many pent up resentments and latent frustrations, and he must release them. So let him march; let him make prayer pilgrimages to the city hall; let him go on freedom rides -and try to understand why he must do so. If his repressed emotions are not released in nonviolent ways, they will seek expression through violence; this is not a threat but a fact of history. So I have not said to my people: “Get rid of your discontent.” Rather, I have tried to say that this normal and healthy discontent can be channeled into the creative outlet of nonviolent direct action. And now this approach is being termed extremist. But though I was initially disappointed at being categorized as an extremist, as I continued to think about the matter I gradually gained a measure of satisfaction from the label. Was not Jesus an extremist for love: “Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.” Was not Amos an extremist for justice: “Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like an ever flowing stream.” Was not Paul an extremist for the Christian gospel: “I bear in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus.” Was not Martin Luther an extremist: “Here I stand; I cannot do otherwise, so help me God.” And John Bunyan: “I will stay in jail to the end of my days before I make a butchery of my conscience.” And Abraham Lincoln: “This nation cannot survive half slave and half free.” And Thomas Jefferson: “We hold these truths to be self evident, that all men are created equal . . .” So the question is not whether we will be extremists, but what kind of extremists we will be. Will we be extremists for hate or for love? Will we be extremists for the preservation of injustice or for the extension of justice? In that dramatic scene on Calvary’s hill three men were crucified. We must never forget that all three were crucified for the same crime–the crime of extremism. Two were extremists for immorality, and thus fell below their environment. The other, Jesus Christ, was an extremist for love, truth and goodness, and thereby rose above his environment. Perhaps the South, the nation and the world are in dire need of creative extremists.

I had hoped that the white moderate would see this need. Perhaps I was too optimistic; perhaps I expected too much. I suppose I should have realized that few members of the oppressor race can understand the deep groans and passionate yearnings of the oppressed race, and still fewer have the vision to see that injustice must be rooted out by strong, persistent and determined action. I am thankful, however, that some of our white brothers in the South have grasped the meaning of this social revolution and committed themselves to it. They are still all too few in quantity, but they are big in quality. Some -such as Ralph McGill, Lillian Smith, Harry Golden, James McBride Dabbs, Ann Braden and Sarah Patton Boyle–have written about our struggle in eloquent and prophetic terms. Others have marched with us down nameless streets of the South. They have languished in filthy, roach infested jails, suffering the abuse and brutality of policemen who view them as “dirty nigger-lovers.” Unlike so many of their moderate brothers and sisters, they have recognized the urgency of the moment and sensed the need for powerful “action” antidotes to combat the disease of segregation. Let me take note of my other major disappointment. I have been so greatly disappointed with the white church and its leadership. Of course, there are some notable exceptions. I am not unmindful of the fact that each of you has taken some significant stands on this issue. I commend you, Reverend Stallings, for your Christian stand on this past Sunday, in welcoming Negroes to your worship service on a nonsegregated basis. I commend the Catholic leaders of this state for integrating Spring Hill College several years ago.

But despite these notable exceptions, I must honestly reiterate that I have been disappointed with the church. I do not say this as one of those negative critics who can always find something wrong with the church. I say this as a minister of the gospel, who loves the church; who was nurtured in its bosom; who has been sustained by its spiritual blessings and who will remain true to it as long as the cord of life shall lengthen.

When I was suddenly catapulted into the leadership of the bus protest in Montgomery, Alabama, a few years ago, I felt we would be supported by the white church. I felt that the white ministers, priests and rabbis of the South would be among our strongest allies. Instead, some have been outright opponents, refusing to understand the freedom movement and misrepresenting its leaders; all too many others have been more cautious than courageous and have remained silent behind the anesthetizing security of stained glass windows.

In spite of my shattered dreams, I came to Birmingham with the hope that the white religious leadership of this community would see the justice of our cause and, with deep moral concern, would serve as the channel through which our just grievances could reach the power structure. I had hoped that each of you would understand. But again I have been disappointed.

I have heard numerous southern religious leaders admonish their worshipers to comply with a desegregation decision because it is the law, but I have longed to hear white ministers declare: “Follow this decree because integration is morally right and because the Negro is your brother.” In the midst of blatant injustices inflicted upon the Negro, I have watched white churchmen stand on the sideline and mouth pious irrelevancies and sanctimonious trivialities. In the midst of a mighty struggle to rid our nation of racial and economic injustice, I have heard many ministers say: “Those are social issues, with which the gospel has no real concern.” And I have watched many churches commit themselves to a completely other worldly religion which makes a strange, un-Biblical distinction between body and soul, between the sacred and the secular.

I have traveled the length and breadth of Alabama, Mississippi and all the other southern states. On sweltering summer days and crisp autumn mornings I have looked at the South’s beautiful churches with their lofty spires pointing heavenward. I have beheld the impressive outlines of her massive religious education buildings. Over and over I have found myself asking: “What kind of people worship here? Who is their God? Where were their voices when the lips of Governor Barnett dripped with words of interposition and nullification? Where were they when Governor Wallace gave a clarion call for defiance and hatred? Where were their voices of support when bruised and weary Negro men and women decided to rise from the dark dungeons of complacency to the bright hills of creative protest?”

Yes, these questions are still in my mind. In deep disappointment I have wept over the laxity of the church. But be assured that my tears have been tears of love. There can be no deep disappointment where there is not deep love. Yes, I love the church. How could I do otherwise? I am in the rather unique position of being the son, the grandson and the great grandson of preachers. Yes, I see the church as the body of Christ. But, oh! How we have blemished and scarred that body through social neglect and through fear of being nonconformists.

There was a time when the church was very powerful–in the time when the early Christians rejoiced at being deemed worthy to suffer for what they believed. In those days the church was not merely a thermometer that recorded the ideas and principles of popular opinion; it was a thermostat that transformed the mores of society. Whenever the early Christians entered a town, the people in power became disturbed and immediately sought to convict the Christians for being “disturbers of the peace” and “outside agitators.”‘ But the Christians pressed on, in the conviction that they were “a colony of heaven,” called to obey God rather than man. Small in number, they were big in commitment. They were too God-intoxicated to be “astronomically intimidated.” By their effort and example they brought an end to such ancient evils as infanticide and gladiatorial contests. Things are different now. So often the contemporary church is a weak, ineffectual voice with an uncertain sound. So often it is an archdefender of the status quo. Far from being disturbed by the presence of the church, the power structure of the average community is consoled by the church’s silent–and often even vocal–sanction of things as they are.

But the judgment of God is upon the church as never before. If today’s church does not recapture the sacrificial spirit of the early church, it will lose its authenticity, forfeit the loyalty of millions, and be dismissed as an irrelevant social club with no meaning for the twentieth century. Every day I meet young people whose disappointment with the church has turned into outright disgust.

Perhaps I have once again been too optimistic. Is organized religion too inextricably bound to the status quo to save our nation and the world? Perhaps I must turn my faith to the inner spiritual church, the church within the church, as the true ekklesia and the hope of the world. But again I am thankful to God that some noble souls from the ranks of organized religion have broken loose from the paralyzing chains of conformity and joined us as active partners in the struggle for freedom. They have left their secure congregations and walked the streets of Albany, Georgia, with us. They have gone down the highways of the South on tortuous rides for freedom. Yes, they have gone to jail with us. Some have been dismissed from their churches, have lost the support of their bishops and fellow ministers. But they have acted in the faith that right defeated is stronger than evil triumphant. Their witness has been the spiritual salt that has preserved the true meaning of the gospel in these troubled times. They have carved a tunnel of hope through the dark mountain of disappointment. I hope the church as a whole will meet the challenge of this decisive hour. But even if the church does not come to the aid of justice, I have no despair about the future. I have no fear about the outcome of our struggle in Birmingham, even if our motives are at present misunderstood. We will reach the goal of freedom in Birmingham and all over the nation, because the goal of America is freedom. Abused and scorned though we may be, our destiny is tied up with America’s destiny. Before the pilgrims landed at Plymouth, we were here. Before the pen of Jefferson etched the majestic words of the Declaration of Independence across the pages of history, we were here. For more than two centuries our forebears labored in this country without wages; they made cotton king; they built the homes of their masters while suffering gross injustice and shameful humiliation -and yet out of a bottomless vitality they continued to thrive and develop. If the inexpressible cruelties of slavery could not stop us, the opposition we now face will surely fail. We will win our freedom because the sacred heritage of our nation and the eternal will of God are embodied in our echoing demands. Before closing I feel impelled to mention one other point in your statement that has troubled me profoundly. You warmly commended the Birmingham police force for keeping “order” and “preventing violence.” I doubt that you would have so warmly commended the police force if you had seen its dogs sinking their teeth into unarmed, nonviolent Negroes. I doubt that you would so quickly commend the policemen if you were to observe their ugly and inhumane treatment of Negroes here in the city jail; if you were to watch them push and curse old Negro women and young Negro girls; if you were to see them slap and kick old Negro men and young boys; if you were to observe them, as they did on two occasions, refuse to give us food because we wanted to sing our grace together. I cannot join you in your praise of the Birmingham police department.

It is true that the police have exercised a degree of discipline in handling the demonstrators. In this sense they have conducted themselves rather “nonviolently” in public. But for what purpose? To preserve the evil system of segregation. Over the past few years I have consistently preached that nonviolence demands that the means we use must be as pure as the ends we seek. I have tried to make clear that it is wrong to use immoral means to attain moral ends. But now I must affirm that it is just as wrong, or perhaps even more so, to use moral means to preserve immoral ends. Perhaps Mr. Connor and his policemen have been rather nonviolent in public, as was Chief Pritchett in Albany, Georgia, but they have used the moral means of nonviolence to maintain the immoral end of racial injustice. As T. S. Eliot has said: “The last temptation is the greatest treason: To do the right deed for the wrong reason.”

I wish you had commended the Negro sit inners and demonstrators of Birmingham for their sublime courage, their willingness to suffer and their amazing discipline in the midst of great provocation. One day the South will recognize its real heroes. They will be the James Merediths, with the noble sense of purpose that enables them to face jeering and hostile mobs, and with the agonizing loneliness that characterizes the life of the pioneer. They will be old, oppressed, battered Negro women, symbolized in a seventy two year old woman in Montgomery, Alabama, who rose up with a sense of dignity and with her people decided not to ride segregated buses, and who responded with ungrammatical profundity to one who inquired about her weariness: “My feets is tired, but my soul is at rest.” They will be the young high school and college students, the young ministers of the gospel and a host of their elders, courageously and nonviolently sitting in at lunch counters and willingly going to jail for conscience’ sake. One day the South will know that when these disinherited children of God sat down at lunch counters, they were in reality standing up for what is best in the American dream and for the most sacred values in our Judaeo Christian heritage, thereby bringing our nation back to those great wells of democracy which were dug deep by the founding fathers in their formulation of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence.

Never before have I written so long a letter. I’m afraid it is much too long to take your precious time. I can assure you that it would have been much shorter if I had been writing from a comfortable desk, but what else can one do when he is alone in a narrow jail cell, other than write long letters, think long thoughts and pray long prayers?

If I have said anything in this letter that overstates the truth and indicates an unreasonable impatience, I beg you to forgive me. If I have said anything that understates the truth and indicates my having a patience that allows me to settle for anything less than brotherhood, I beg God to forgive me.

I hope this letter finds you strong in the faith. I also hope that circumstances will soon make it possible for me to meet each of you, not as an integrationist or a civil-rights leader but as a fellow clergyman and a Christian brother. Let us all hope that the dark clouds of racial prejudice will soon pass away and the deep fog of misunderstanding will be lifted from our fear drenched communities, and in some not too distant tomorrow the radiant stars of love and brotherhood will shine over our great nation with all their scintillating beauty.

Yours for the cause of Peace and Brotherhood,

Martin Luther King, Jr.

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NEVER GIVE UP WRITING

Never Give Up Writing

By Jorge Antonio Vallejos

It’s been a tough day!  I don’t even want to write this post.  It’s like I fear the page, the screen, the keyboard.

I’m watching one of my videos, How To Write Your Path, to motivate and remind myself of the path I’m on and why I’m on it.

Writing can be a tough gig: difficult editors, rejection slips, and wondering if anyone is reading what you write.

The other tough reality is that people close to you might not respect what your doing; they might think your wasting your time; they might think they wasted their time in investing in you and all you turned out to be was a writer.

Most often if can be family, or significant others, that have these thoughts about you.

The people who are supposed to be your biggest supporters can be your biggest detractors.

Success to my family equals being a doctor, lawyer, or teacher.

I have no interest in either.

In some ways I am a teacher when  I run workshops and do speaking gigs.  Some people view blackcoffeepoet.com as a learning resource.

But, I’m still someone who writes and does not make much money off of it.  Some use the term “starving artist”.  I’m not starving but I am an artist.  I’m just not on any bestseller lists or big blog award list.

Still, I come to the page, whether writing or reading, everyday.

Everyday.

I’m not giving up.  And I hope if you are a writer that you don’t give up either.

Here are a few things to think about during the tough times:

Remember Why You Write

In my video This Is Why I Write, originally my application for an MFA in creative writing program, I laid out why I write.  It was from the heart.  It was not a manifesto. It was me and the art that is me.  The same way that a brush is an extension of an artists arm, my pen and keyboard are an extension of me.  And I write for a reason: my writing is not only self expression and personal thought and growth on a page, my writing is my activism. Some people go to protests, some become lawyers, some form organizations and lobby governments,  I write.  I put pen to pad and fingers to keyboard and write.

Redefine Success

What is success?  Is it having letters behind your name on a business card?  Is it driving a fancy car?  Is it having a home and a hetero-normative life?

Who is successful?  Is it the person in a cubicle for 14 hours a day with a few zeros behind the number of their yearly wage?  Is it the person with the degree in a respected field?

What is success to you?

Is success one big accomplishment?

To me success comes via different means at different points in my life.  Here are four recent successes in my life:

1. Publication in a journal that I respect: Yellow Medicine Review Fall 2012.  I was rejected by this journal 4 times and I kept on trying.  I got in and I was published alongside some big names in the Indigenous literature world!

2. Being commissioned to write a poem, Spreading The Roots And Reach Of The Living Tree, and having the organization be happy with my work.  I presented it at a conference to a crowd that was receptive and inspired by my words.

3. Overcoming my fear of writing an essay, On Reading Chrystos: Her Words Are Not Vanishing, writing it, and presenting it at a conference to a crowd that love it!  For 4 years I avoided writing this essay.  It is now here and I hope to see it published in print soon.

4. Receiving a letter from a reader like this one below:

Dear Black Coffee Poet,

I am attending Oregon State University as a masters student in the Women Studies program. My class, Community Organzing and Collective Action, requires us to interview a community organizer or activist. We can do this over the phone or via Skype. I would like to interview you because you have influenced my life greatly (domestic violence survivor) through your YOUTUBE channel, Face Book page, and website. Is there a possibility that you would allow me to interview you? 

Thank you for all you do.

Sincerely,

Lisa 

Hold On To Your Dream

Are you working toward a book?  Are you starting a blog about your passion?  Are you wanting to effect change via your words in a chosen genre?

It takes years to hone your craft.  It takes sitting down everyday to write.  It takes you putting yourself out there via sharing your work with a trusted friend, or an audience watching you on stage, or submitting to publications.

It takes energy, effort, and time.

It takes will, sacrifice, and resolve.

It takes patience, character, and discipline.

It takes you, all of you, showing up every single day.

Never give up writing!

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VLOG: SUBMIT LETTERS AND OPINION EDITORIALS TO BCP

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READING AT SPINLAW 2013: SPREADING THE ROOTS AND REACH OF THE LIVING TREE

BCP tuque head shotReading at SPINLAW 2013:

Spreading the Roots and Reach of the Living Tree

By Jorge Antonio Vallejos

Early this year I was commissioned to write a poem for the SPINLAW conference, 30 Years Under the Living Tree: Reflections on the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms, that took place March 16 2013 at Osgoode Hall Law School in Toronto.

I wrote four posts about my writing process for this poem:

When Commissioned To Write A Poem part One and part  Two.

Points To Ponder When Commissioned To Write A Poem

It’s About Community, Not Competetion #2

I also did a VLOG about things to consider  if and when commissioned to write a poem:

When Commissioned To Write A Poem…

And a VLOG about the help I got from fellow poet Whitney French for the poem:

It’s About Community, Not Competetion #2.

Attached below is the video of me reading the poem at the conference!

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PRESENTING AT ACLA 2013: “ON READING CHRYSTOS: HER WORDS ARE NOT VANISHING”

Reading at ACLA 2013Presenting at ACLA 2013:

On Reading Chrystos: Her Words Are Not Vanishing

By Jorge Antonio Vallejos

This past Saturday, April 6 2013, I had the honour of presenting my memoir essay On Reading Chrystos: Her Words Are Not Vanishing at the ACLA (American Comparative Literature Association) 2013 conference in Toronto, Canada as part of a panel called The Poet and the World.

The essay is about my favorite poet Chrystos, a member of the Menominee Indian Nation.  If it was not for reading Chrystos I would not be a poet.

Chrystos’ first collection of poems Not Vanishing has influenced me to be a better person, and poet, by showing me that poetry does not have to be about flowers, and it does not have to be written by white folks.

More importantly, her poems inspired me to match my politics with words.   Chrystos’ example had me take action via writing to challenge several injustices in the society where I live: racism, neo colonialism, homophobia, transphobia, violence against women, ableism, classism, sexism…

I was the only non-academic presenting on my panel at ACLA 2013, one of the biggest literature conferences in the world (people from Canada, United States, Spain, and Holland co-presented with me, and 2000 people attended the conference).  Being the only person not presenting an academic paper, I wondered how my workd would be received?

The packed room loved it!  A professor from UCLA approached me afterward to shake my hand and thank me for the essay.  With tears in her eyes she said, “I’ve never cried at a conference.  Thanks for the work that you do.”

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VLOG: MY 2013 SPRING READING LIST

My 2013 Spring Reading List holding poetry booksI put together a new reading list!  Check out the titles and photos here!

Here are 7 Reasons Why I Make Reading Lists.

This new VLOG is a companion to my new reading list.

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MY SPRING 2013 READING LIST

Spring Reading List BCP Reading shotMy Spring 2013 Reading List

By Jorge Antonio Vallejos

It’s a new season and that means a new reading list!

Every season I look through my piles of books, some old and some new, and I make a new reading list.  It’s fun but a little hard.  A lot of books don’t make the list that I want to read.  There’s only so much time I have.

And not all the books on this list will be read.  I tend to find new books as the season goes on and I pick up books that aren’t on the list.  For the most part I’m very disciplined and I stick to the list but there are times when I find a book at my local GOODWILL or used book store that I have been dying to read, or a friend gives me a book they know I’d like, and it’s on!

Every list I make has a lot of old books and recently published books.  There are only three 2013 books on the list and they are all poetry: Archives of the Undressed, Einsteins Cat, and These Burning Streets.

Poetry

Archive of the Undressed by Jeanette Lynes

Children of Ararat by Keith Garebian

Einsteins Cat by Zoe Landale

I’ll Be Right Back by Tom Wayman

My Best Friend Is White by Klyde Broox

Where Water Comes Together With Other Water by Raymond Carver

White Shirt by Laurie Macfayden

These Burning Streets by Kelly Rose Pflug-Back

The Eel Ladder by Nancy Jane Bullis

The Last Thing Standing by Ann Shin

The Long Dance By David A. Groulx

The Time Traveller by Joyce Carol Oates

Spring Reading List 2013 Poetry

Fiction

Fat City by Leonard Gardner

Rumble Fish by S.E Hinton

Fresh Girls and Other Stories by Evelyn Lau

The Contender by Robert Lipstye

The Heart Is A Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers

Spring Reading List 2013 Fiction

Memoir and Essays

The Night of the Gun by David Carr

The Prisoner’s Wife by Asha Bandele

Upside Down by Eduardo Galeano

Urban Scrawl by Erika Ritter

Spring Reading List 2013 Memoir and Essay

Motivation and Spiritual

Become A Better You by Joel Osteen

Grace (Eventually) by Anne Lamott

I’m Here To Win by Chris McCormack

The Lombardi Rules By Vince Lombardi Jr.

Sacred Journey of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman

Spring Reading List 2013 Motivation

Writing Reference

Poem Crazy: Freeing Your Life With Words by Susan Goldsmith Wooldridge

The Situation and The Story by Vivian Gornick

Spring Reading List 2013 Writing Reference

Is this a long list?  Yes!

Is this a lot of books?  Yes!

After someone read my Summer 2012 reading list they said, “It’s ambitious!”

I’m ambitious.

I’ll never read every book I want to in this life, but I’m sure gonna try.

If you want to join me in reading something together drop me an email at blackcoffeepoet@gmail.com.

Let me know what you think about the list by commenting below.

Now get reading!

Check out my Fall 2012 and Winter 2013 reading lists also.

Tune into Black Coffee Poet Friday April 5, 2013 for a VLOG showing all the books on my Spring 2013 reading list.

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